I'm white with a fat dick, and I literally say and think the same shyt when I'm jerking off to fat big booty white women. Jerkin off hits different when you have a "nig" bull dick yourself. I can relate to the frustration of needing to get rid of a clogged nut while having a bull dick and fat fertile balls. It's not the same as regular masturbation, you gotta crank that log hard. Getting angrier with each stroke.
Sure, if you can make a video of yourself, saying, "I'm a nigger loving, rag headed, curry eating whore."as you're masturbating like the whore you are.